When most people are having negative thoughts about the whole end feeling of waves 14, nevertheless me, i decided to take another approach, and thank the presence of this waves!

Let’s leave my unhappy complains aside first la hor?

Many a times, I wanted to ask the people around…”Do you work for the production, or work for another breakthrough?” Most wrong answers are pretty predictable. headache headache! How about you?

I worked for a breakthough, because i SUPER DUUPER can’t stand spending time on meaningless things, and every thing to me was never meaningless.

SHA said my performance presence improved by a leap this waves as compared to the last time i was on stage, and he asked me why and how i did it?

Thought of it a while. It’s a good question thou. I realise it’s how much i start to enjoy this stage even more now!

Do you know that able to love the stage is such a blessing!!? I love to entertain with what i know, and dance is something i may not have the best knowledge of, but a good asset i have!

Ryan said before, “The more conscious you are on stage, the uglier you may be!” Gosh. That’s a nice one man!

So facing a pitch of black on stage where it contains hundreds and thousands of people, i only know i don’t want to look STUPID, don’t want to waste the chance i had on stage, i do it for a purpose, and my purpose is to entertain!

Even if it’s bright with lights, i would just imagine my audience are smiling and enjoying- the  first step to calm myself down. hahaha. How lame but effective.

OH!!! and… thanks a lot to my choreographers- Pearl, Xiang, Zul, and Allen! You know what? Every piece contribute a part of my improvement, and i really appreciate tha. I think the drama mama inside me deserve a pad on her head too! *SMILES damn widely*

To pearl- Swaying sexy moves on stage was way off what i would do. Thinking back, the sexiest choreo i did was by khai and val last wave. The sexiest costume i wore was… dzown antique costume? So i looked around and I realise how “old” i am, with the most stage experience to share as compared to most of them, and this is one good reason i shouldn’t take a step back. Year 3s are born to lead by example and yah… i’m year 3! Act sexy only ma. ACT LA! PA NI AR! haa

To zul- With your”stuntman” background, being flipped and thrown in the air by Gary that caveman, was a CHALLENGE! It’s not something i can CONTROL! I can only pray to lala and have faith in him man! The most i can do is to cooperate and make it easier to be flipped? Roller coaster ride! So it’s an honour to get to receive such first hand experience anyone in this club would ever had! 5 thumbs for that!

To xiang- My best ever favourite chipmunkies! I was known for not having a particular genre to my name. hahahaha not a bad thing yet okay! However, i swear wacking is one of my favourite but i never get to do a choreo for it. After ONE wacking lesson with Brian, i’m inspired even more. Wacking is happiness, and showing the happy side of me. Thanks for putting me part of your choreo! I enjoyed every moment, every move you choreo-ed. AndYES….You fulfil a little dreams of mine )

To allen- For you, my happiness comes from being able to be in a choreo that my junior choreo-ed! If i didn’t do your choreo proud, which i believe all of us can do better, hehee…  But no matter what, this is a different house choreo that adds character to it! JOYS!

To drama mama lum- Good job for holding on during this period lum! It has been hard on you! I know you have so many worries in your head!! You want to do well all your intern live show a week before, pearl’s freestyle, xiang’s wacking, allen’s house, your choreo, your studies, and even that piano! Remember, it all comes for a purpose, and that purpose is dedicated to your! I LOVE YOU! Keep up that lum in you please!

Alright! Enough of that self reflect shit. hahahaha. wa lau! scold yourself! shhh!